“I can love you better then she can”

Music. It gets me thinking sometimes. I can’t. I don’t know her. She doesn’t know me. We aren’t the same. Who’s to say I can do anything better than the next person.

Sometimes I want to know, but then I don’t. These are my personal thoughts made public. These are the moments I publicly doubt myself.

Confidence is an issue at times. I know it. He knows it.

It’s been an interesting journey having someone be so blatantly ugly to you when they don’t even know you. Or won’t take the time to get to know you. Life is funny that way. It changes people even when they don’t want it to. Embrace the change.

I’m being optimistic. We won’t be friends. That’s not my choosing. It makes me look at myself in a whole new way.